A JOURNAL OF IMPRESSIONS IN BELGIUM
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A JOURNAL OF IMPRESSIONS IN BELGIUM
BY
MAY SINCLAIR
Author of "The Three Sisters," "The Return of The Prodigal," etc.
New York
THE MACMILLAN COMPANY 1915
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COPYRIGHT, 1915
BY MAY SINCLAIR
Set up and electrotyped. Published, September, 1915
DEDICATION
(_To a Field Ambulance in Flanders_)
I do not call you comrades, You, Who did what I only dreamed. Though you have taken my dream, And dressed yourselves in its beauty and its glory, Your faces are turned aside as you pass by. I am nothing to you, For I have done no more than dream.
Your faces are like the face of her whom you follow, Danger, The Beloved who looks backward as she runs, calling to her lovers, The Huntress who flies before her quarry, trailing her lure. She called to me from her battle-places, She flung before me the curved lightning of her shells for a lure; And when I came within sight of her, She turned aside, And hid her face from me.
But you she loved; You she touched with her hand; For you the white flames of her feet stayed in their running; She kept you with her in her fields of Flanders, Where you go, Gathering your wounded from among her dead. Grey night falls on your going and black night on your returning. You go Under the thunder of the guns, the shrapnel's rain and the curved lightning of the shells, And where the high towers are broken, And houses crack like the staves of a thin crate filled with fire; Into the mixing smoke and dust of roof and walls torn asunder You go; And only my dream follows you.
That is why I do not speak of you, Calling you by your names. Your names are strung with the names of ruined and immortal cities, Termonde and Antwerp, Dixmude and Ypres and Furnes, Like jewels on one chain--
Thus, In the high places of Heaven, They shall tell all your names.
MAY SINCLAIR.
March 8th, 1915.
INTRODUCTION
This is a "Journal of Impressions," and it is nothing more. It will not satisfy people who want accurate and substantial information about Belgium, or about the War, or about Field Ambulances and Hospital Work, and do not want to see any of these things "across a temperament." For the Solid Facts and the Great Events they must go to such books as Mr. E. A. Powell's "Fighting in Flanders," or Mr. Frank Fox's "The Agony of Belgium," or Dr. H. S. Souttar's "A Surgeon in Belgium," or "A Woman's Experiences in the Great War," by Louise Mack.
Table of contents (by pages)
- 1: A Journal of Impressions in Belgium by Sinclair
- 2: And from Bruges to Ostend and from Ostend to Dunkirk
- 3: Let's help the Belgian refugees
- 4: I'll confess now that I dreaded Ostend more than anything
- 5: Torrence is ready again for the Secretary
- 6: Torrence is on the other side of me
- 7: Torrence is not afraid of anything
- 8: Which is Hopital Militaire No
- 9: Besides sweeping the dormitories
- 10: Torrence and Janet McNeil are friends
- 11: On the other side of Ursula Dearmer
- 12: I gave to Ursula Dearmer's mother
- 13: I shall hold Matins all the same
- 14: Grierson looks at the Commandant
- 15: Torrence and Janet McNeil and the Commandant do not go yet
- 16: Prosper Panne il est ecrivain
- 17: I don't want to describe that ward
- 18: That danger and Ursula Dearmer should never meet
- 19: Standing out from the rest of the Corps in complete khaki
- 20: Ursula Dearmer is not elated in the very least
- 21: Ursula Dearmer herself was modest
- 22: The most part are utterly destitute
- 23: You don't know whether it is triste or not
- 24: We refuse to retreat to Bruges to night
- 25: And Madame represents the mind of the average Gantois
- 26: Torrence yearning for her wounded
- 27: She has not been with the others at the Palais des Fetes
- 28: The fervid central foyer of the Palais des Fetes
- 29: From the door of the sleeping hall to each auditorium
- 30: It was Ursula Dearmer who got them through
- 31: At Alost Ursula Dearmer was in no sort of danger
- 32: Max I mean Prosper Panne wore it with an air impayable
- 33: There is a Taube hovering over Ghent
- 34: Then you'd better come with us to Termonde
- 35: He was making a bust of Rabindranath Tagore
- 36: There are not many kilometres between Ghent and Waterloo
- 37: And journalism cannot flourish at the Flandria
- 38: A Red Cross Field Ambulance chauffeur
- 39: Exactly like a Cheltenham rat
- 40: Where they give you brioches and China tea
- 41: He has seen it at Alost and Termonde
- 42: I'm very glad I have left the Flandria
- 43: Thinking about Antwerp all the time
- 44: The great paved highway to Antwerp
- 45: Davidson have seen the British troops
- 46: After Saint Nicolas more troops
- 47: Antwerp seems to me to have been all hospitals
- 48: She told us about last night's bombardment
- 49: Aber viel beruehmter in den Vereinigten Staaten
- 50: We got into Ghent about midnight
- 51: Can it be that I was jealous of Ursula Dearmer
- 52: Ursula Dearmer that girl's luck is simply staggering
- 53: Thus we never got to Zele at all
- 54: And work back to Zele by a slight round
- 55: At this point the unhappy chauffeur
- 56: And became a rubbish heap lying in a waste place
- 57: Before the War he was a Quaker
- 58: Hidden behind the matchboard plating
- 59: There will be some Uhlans among them
- 60: Lambert and her husband have come back from Lokeren
- 61: Looking up the road to Lokeren
- 62: Somebody tried to grab our one stretcher
- 63: As the Flamand was brought into the village
- 64: Which is half way between Lokeren and Ghent
- 65: Causing paralysis in his left arm
- 66: Later news of more fighting at Quatrecht
- 67: They were certainly making for Ghent
- 68: To day it was somewhere half way between Ghent and Melle
- 69: Became deafer and deafer to my voice in his right ear
- 70: He had lived fourteen years in Ghent
- 71: He and Ursula Dearmer and I went back to Melle again at once
- 72: I must give him sips of iced broth
- 73: Gould and his scouting car here instead of to France
- 74: He was last seen in the garage
- 75: Levels its kodak at my head and implores me to sit still
- 76: We ran into Melle about an hour before sunset
- 77: Torrence and to Ursula Dearmer
- 78: Torrence and Janet leave to go
- 79: Antwerp is said to have fallen
- 80: I will or I pray that he shall sleep without morphia
- 81: All the heroism and agony and waste of war
- 82: The Germans may be in Melle by now
- 83: The news spread through the Flandria
- 84: Then will I take her to Bruges
- 85: Torrence downstairs in the hall of the Flandria
- 86: She will go and wake the porteress
- 87: The jib sails and their cords were
- 88: They sit bolt upright under the hoops
- 89: Wrapped in blankets like shawls
- 90: Torrence goes with the wounded
- 91: Ecloo is about half way between Ghent and Bruges
- 92: And he says it is twenty kilometres
- 93: And webbed and laced with grey
- 94: She has friends in Ghent who have not been warned
- 95: Miss Ashley Smith got on to the train
- 96: And orders that no more women were to return to Ghent
- 97: We had not been two hours in Bruges
- 98: Torrence surged up to him in fury
- 99: As I had promised Miss Ashley Smith
- 100: Beavis to take me on the Dresden
- 101: But we couldn't find the sack of loaves
- 102: It was at this point that Ursula Dearmer appeared
- 103: Ursula Dearmer hailed a porter
- 104: At last we got to the British Consulat
- 105: Well there are obsessions and obsessions
- 106: Both at Furnes and Pervyse they worked all night
- 107: Was the first day of the real siege of Antwerp
- 108: Footnote 10 This is all wrong
- 109: Footnote 38 Having saved the suit case
- 110: PUBLISHED BYTHE MACMILLAN COMPANY64 66 Fifth Avenue
- 111: Elbert Francis Baldwin has here
- 112: A clear insight into Prussian ideals
