A Manifest Destiny
BY
JULIA MAGRUDER AUTHOR OF "A MAGNIFICENT PLEBEIAN"
ILLUSTRATED
NEW YORK AND LONDON HARPER & BROTHERS PUBLISHERS 1900
Copyright, 1900, by JULIA MAGRUDER.
_All rights reserved._
[Illustration: Page 16 "BETTINA THREW BACK HER VEIL"]
ILLUSTRATIONS
"BETTINA THREW BACK HER VEIL" _Frontispiece_
SHE SANK BACK IN HER CHAIR _Facing p._ 34
"'AND WHO IS THIS HANDSOME BOY?'" " 60
"'THE MONEY WAS PARTLY MY OWN'" " 100
"THE VERY SPIRIT OF WIDOWHOOD" " 168
"'TRULY, MY CHILD, IT IS A WRETCHED STORY'" " 190
A MANIFEST DESTINY
CHAPTER I
Bettina Mowbray, walking the deck of the ocean steamer bound for England, was aware that she was observed with interest by a great many pairs of eyes. Certainly the possessors of these eyes were not more interested in her than she was in the interpretation of their glances. It was, indeed, of the first importance to her to know that she was being especially noticed by the men and women of the world, who in large part made up the passenger list, since her beauty was her one endowment for the position in the great world which all her life she had intended and expected to occupy. She was anxious, therefore, to know whether the personal appearance which had been rated so high in the obscure places hitherto known to her would or would not hold its own when she got out into life, as it were.
Therefore, as Miss Mowbray paced the deck, at the side of the erect elderly woman who had been her nurse and was now her maid, she was vigilantly regardful of the looks which were turned upon her, and at times, by straining her ears, she could even catch a word or two of comment. Both looks and words were gratifying in the extreme. They not only confirmed the previous verdict passed upon her beauty, but they gave evidence to her keen intuition that, judged by a higher standard, she had won a higher tribute.
Yet, ardent as this admiration was on the one side, and grateful as it was on the other, there the matter stopped. To those who would have approached her more closely Bettina set up a tacit barrier which no one had been able to cross, and, after several days at sea, she was still limited to the society of her maid. Those who had spoken to her once had been so politely repelled that they had not spoken again, and many of those who had felt inclined to speak had, on coming nearer to her, refrained instinctively.
There was something, apart from her beauty, which attracted the eye and the imagination in this tall girl in her deep mourning. This, perhaps, was the twofold aspect which her different moods and expressions gave to her. At one time she looked so profoundly sad, dejected, almost despairing, that it was easy to connect her mourning dress with the loss of what had been dearest to her. At another time there was a buoyancy, animation, vividness, in her look which made her black clothes seem incongruous in any other sense than that in which a dark setting is sometimes used to throw into relief the brilliancy of a jewel.
Table of contents (by pages)
- 1: A Manifest Destiny by Julia Magruder
- 2: When Bettina found herself alone
- 3: Her instinct about young Spotswood had been exactly true
- 4: Bettina had disappointed him in this last respect
- 5: CHAPTER II Bettina was in London
- 6: And Bettina followed in silence
- 7: Bettina said a thing so vital and important to me that
- 8: Bettina had turned very white as he spoke
- 9: Bettina sat down again and waited
- 10: These intensely ardent feelings are not of long duration
- 11: I was thinking more of you than of Horace
- 12: I will send for the housekeeper
- 13: When the time came for Bettina to leave
- 14: Bettina had positively reached
- 15: Her better nature still held her to her pledge to Horace
- 16: The charm of his manner and appearance
- 17: She was fully convinced in her mind that he had repented
- 18: Bettina seemed completely satisfied
- 19: The morning after her arrival at Kingdon
- 20: Bettina turned to its companion
- 21: Had Bettina searched the world
- 22: There were many associations with Horace at Kingdon Hall
- 23: It was not Horace that she regretted
- 24: And her husband's pride in her was undoubted
- 25: Bettina was unwilling to show her ignorance
- 26: As she read the account which this paper gave
- 27: She tried to pray but for what
- 28: When Bettina returned from her travels these few remarks
- 29: Than Bettina had before noticed them to be
- 30: Relieving it with the money I paid him
- 31: Had certainly made some effort to win Bettina
- 32: A great hunger possessed her a hunger not to be loved
- 33: Bettina felt her face turn red
- 34: Bettina did not answer at once
- 35: But because I was then incapable of love
- 36: Had made him feel uncomfortable
- 37: You won't forbid my going to see the tenants
- 38: Going in for charity is all very well
- 39: Bettina stood where he had left her
- 40: Bettina saw no one but the rector of the parish
- 41: Bettina did not hear his last emphatic words
- 42: Bettina received him with a rather cold civility
- 43: Bettina looked at him in amazement
- 44: Bettina scarcely followed these last words
- 45: The next second she knew that it was Horace
- 46: Bettina also had sunk into her chair
- 47: You may determine as you choose
- 48: So she rose abruptly and turned from him
- 49: But you can do nothing with such a steward as Kirke
- 50: Bettina sat down before the desk
- 51: With no income but my own little inheritance
- 52: There she saw waiting a hired trap
- 53: And which Horace had never seen
- 54: At these words Bettina felt a sinking of the heart
- 55: The hope was stronger than ever
- 56: She might have been the very spirit of widowhood
- 57: Cortlin had torn that veil apart
- 58: Reconcile ourselves to the inevitable
- 59: It was hard for Bettina to bear
- 60: From having held Bettina chiefly guilty
- 61: Wondering if Bettina had ever looked at it
- 62: Bettina felt a sudden tendency to tears
- 63: Your bereavement is so recent that But Bettina
- 64: Bettina seemed not to hear his last words
- 65: Bettina was but recently become a widow
- 66: Fortunately the rector was ready with practical
- 67: She had told Horace that she would not touch it
- 68: And that the smouldering fire lighted but fitfully within
- 69: Nora has more than time to attend to me
- 70: The necessity is forced upon me
- 71: Bettina hardly knew whether she was waking or sleeping
- 72: Bettina caught her breath suddenly
- 73: And ask your forgiveness for it
- 74: But Bettina looked away from him
- 75: I ask nothing but this sacred right to speak
- 76: Wilkins writes of New England country life
- 77: Her range of dialect is extraordinary
- 78: Miss Woolson is unexcelled among writers of fiction
- 79: With Portrait of General Custer
