Produced by David Widger
A MORTAL ANTIPATHY
By Oliver Wendell Holmes
PREFACE.
"A MORTAL ANTIPATHY" was a truly hazardous experiment. A very wise and very distinguished physician who is as much at home in literature as he is in science and the practice of medicine, wrote to me in referring to this story: "I should have been afraid of my subject." He did not explain himself, but I can easily understand that he felt the improbability of the physiological or pathological occurrence on which the story is founded to be so great that the narrative could hardly be rendered plausible. I felt the difficulty for myself as well as for my readers, and it was only by recalling for our consideration a series of extraordinary but well-authenticated facts of somewhat similar character that I could hope to gain any serious attention to so strange a narrative.
I need not recur to these wonderful stories. There is, however, one, not to be found on record elsewhere, to which I would especially call the reader's attention. It is that of the middle-aged man, who assured me that he could never pass a tall hall clock without an indefinable terror. While an infant in arms the heavy weight of one of these tall clocks had fallen with aloud crash and produced an impression on his nervous system which he had never got over.
The lasting effect of a shock received by the sense of sight or that of hearing is conceivable enough.
But there is another sense, the nerves of which are in close relation with the higher organs of consciousness. The strength of the associations connected with the function of the first pair of nerves, the olfactory, is familiar to most persons in their own experience and as related by others. Now we know that every human being, as well as every other living organism, carries its own distinguishing atmosphere. If a man's friend does not know it, his dog does, and can track him anywhere by it. This personal peculiarity varies with the age and conditions of the individual. It may be agreeable or otherwise, a source of attraction or repulsion, but its influence is not less real, though far less obvious and less dominant, than in the lower animals. It was an atmospheric impression of this nature which associated itself with a terrible shock experienced by the infant which became the subject of this story. The impression could not be outgrown, but it might possibly be broken up by some sudden change in the nervous system effected by a cause as potent as the one which had produced the disordered condition.
This is the best key that I can furnish to a story which must have puzzled some, repelled others, and failed to interest many who did not suspect the true cause of the mysterious antipathy.
Table of contents (by pages)
- 1: A Mortal Antipathy: first opening of the new portf
- 2: First opening of the new portfolio
- 3: Willis was by far the most prominent young American author
- 4: It was an incident of a fight with the Osages
- 5: It was a good time to open a portfolio
- 6: The second Portfolio is closed and laid away
- 7: In writing this memoir the spirit of his quiet pursuits
- 8: Did not my own consciousness migrate
- 9: And many both understood and admired
- 10: In connection with these biographies
- 11: Still more copiously buttoned waistcoat
- 12: The slaughter of the Old Gambrel roofed House was
- 13: But of a hot summer's afternoon
- 14: And fill the area of the Campo Santo with that sacred soil
- 15: But if this sight is saddening
- 16: The Smythes would never think of bringing an action
- 17: As the relics they left behind them abundantly testified
- 18: They came to the meetings in Pansophian Hall
- 19: Though of full womanly stature
- 20: And which it seemed to them very hoidenish to venture upon
- 21: Average weight of the Atalantas
- 22: An' I tell ye the' wa'n't no slouch abaout neither on 'em
- 23: The Atalantas saw the movement
- 24: Shrieks the captain of the Atalanta
- 25: Asked the owner of the spy glass
- 26: All these conditions were united in Paolo
- 27: Why he had come to Cantabridge
- 28: That Maurice Kirkwood should have his special antipathy
- 29: No person's life or limb is safe if the jettatura
- 30: The old postmaster could not guess
- 31: I saw a white canoe making toward me
- 32: If you ask me what my opinion is about this Maurice Kirkwood
- 33: Curly hair doos set off anybody's face
- 34: I cooked him some maccaroni myself one day
- 35: The old Librarian knew the books
- 36: Each was scholar enough to know the wants of scholars
- 37: Butts was the leading medical practitioner
- 38: I would claim for a series of annual poems
- 39: In order to overcome his antipathy
- 40: Suppose this were a case of the same antipathy
- 41: Many of them were sent in anonymously
- 42: Who are you that build your palaces on my margin
- 43: 'yield not yourself to the babble of the running stream
- 44: Pleasantly companionable river
- 45: She carried the anonymous paper to the doctor
- 46: Among them many accomplished and widely travelled persons
- 47: I clapped them on to the schoolmaster
- 48: Which I got from the directory
- 49: And Joanna vowed and declared that Elnathan
- 50: While you are employing him as bait
- 51: And Maurice would fasten on his long spurs
- 52: Secretary of the Pansophian Society
- 53: Suppose the youth were Maurice
- 54: That may have weighed a thousand
- 55: I want to study up the nervous system
- 56: Presented to the Pansophian Society
- 57: ' The regular correspondent from where
- 58: But he pooh poohed my scruples
- 59: I began by saying that he must receive a good many callers
- 60: You have heard of Alphonse Karr
- 61: Cutting off a hundred coupons an hour
- 62: Why don't you interview this mysterious personage
- 63: Kirkwood has got into his head
- 64: Lurida was full of suggestions
- 65: Lurida was one of those persons who never are young
- 66: The Interviewer laughed louder than Paolo
- 67: The books Paolo spoke of were conspicuous
- 68: He pointed to the copper with the name of Gallienus
- 69: The Interviewer said he had never been there yet
- 70: The whole subject of antipathies had been talked over
- 71: And Lurida had just brought back a thick volume on Insanity
- 72: Riding habits would be awkward things for practitioners
- 73: ' Plotinus was ashamed of his body
- 74: The astronomer has taken Imlac into his confidence
- 75: Such series of coincidences will happen
- 76: Lurida could hardly keep still while the doctor was speaking
- 77: True to his professional training
- 78: Ataxic irregular nervous symptoms declared themselves
- 79: Tarantati lente venientem recrudescentiam veneni percipiunt
- 80: Kirkwood is not the same person as the M
- 81: Euthymia welcomed the doctor very heartily
- 82: A black mantle on a white dress
- 83: I can believe almost anything of Lurida
- 84: Euthymia questioned her point blank
- 85: I am not bandying compliments now
- 86: When Euthymia awoke in the morning
- 87: Lurida winced a little at this proposal
- 88: At the mention of the word nurse Paolo turned white
- 89: Maurice kirkwood's story of his life
- 90: Laura came suddenly upon the balcony
- 91: Of about the same age as my cousin Laura
- 92: Visions of loveliness haunted me sleeping and waking
- 93: I say bodily as well as mental
- 94: I shall never forget the strange
- 95: Be it so though I am not superstitious
- 96: Anything that reaches the deeper nervous centres
- 97: As I have developed from infancy to manhood
- 98: Will find their scepticism shaken
- 99: And accepted his fate without repining
- 100: Faintness is the immediate consequence
- 101: For heaven Porphyro grew faint
- 102: The action of the heart will be stimulated or restrained
- 103: The chain of nervous actions has become firmly established
- 104: Or shall an attempt be made to replace the dislocated bones
- 105: He could contemplate Euthymia from a distance
- 106: Exercise its specific influence
- 107: This attraction is completely neutralized
- 108: But his mind was gradually recovering its balance
- 109: But his hand was still on his patient's pulse
- 110: Were only her natural exercise
- 111: Lurida could not understand her excitement
- 112: Euthymia had had admirers enough
- 113: The meeting of maurice and euthymia
- 114: His hold an icicle ready to snap in an instant
- 115: To be first strangled and then burned
- 116: Presently the straw was in a blaze
- 117: In the mean time the alarm of fire had reached Paolo
- 118: The whole village was proud of Euthymia
- 119: It vibrates with the funeral bell
- 120: And Euthymia softly resigned her helpless burden
- 121: As Euthymia entered it gave a single bound
- 122: So Euthymia kept on with her visits
- 123: What could Euthymia reply to this question
- 124: I am delighted to know that you keep Paolo with you
- 125: And there got a sight of Georgina
- 126: Kirkwood but that she would be good company for a queen
- 127: They get tipsy on their rhymes
- 128: Only one thing that dear Euthymia lacks
- 129: Fences are kept in better order
- 130: Where the napkin itself was a newly introduced luxury
- 131: And whom should I see but Lurida
- 132: There was the ring and there was the pickerel
- 133: When it has got quiet I may take up the New Portfolio again
