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A WIFE'S DUTY.
[Illustration: Country House scene by _A H Payne_] ["Dearest Helen! why should we ever leave this paradise of sweets?"]
A WIFE'S DUTY, A Tale
by Mrs. Opie
[Illustration: A view between Paris and Marseilles]
"There is no killing like that which kills the heart." SHAKSPEARE.
LONDON: PUBLISHED BY GROVE AND SON, TRINITY STREET, SOUTHWARK. 1847.
A WIFE'S DUTY,
BEING A CONTINUATION OF A "WOMAN'S LOVE."
PART THE SECOND.
I am only too painfully aware, my dear friend, that in my history of a "Woman's Love," I have related none but very common occurrences and situations, and entered into minute, nay, perhaps, uninteresting details. Still, however common an event may be, it is susceptible of variety in description, because endlessly various is the manner in which the same event affects different persons. Perhaps no occurrence ever affected two human beings exactly in the same manner; but as the rays of light call forth different hues and gradations of colour, according to the peculiar surfaces of the objects on which they fall, so common circumstances vary in their results and their effects, according to the different natures and minds of those to whom they occur.
My trials have been, and will no doubt continue to be, the trials of thousands of my sex; but the manner in which I acted under them, and their effect on my feelings and my character, must be peculiar to myself. And on these alone I can presume to found my expectation of affording to you, while you read, the variety which keeps attention alive, and the interest which repays it.
In the same week which made me a bride Ferdinand De Walden left England, unable to remain near the spot which had witnessed the birth of his dearest hopes, and would now witness the destruction of them.
I could have soothed in a degree the "pangs of despised love," by assuring him that I was convinced nothing but a prior attachment could have prevented my heart from returning his love. I could have told him that I seemed to myself to have two hearts; the one glowing with passionate tenderness for the object of its first feelings, the other conscious of a deep-rooted and well-founded esteem for him. But it was my duty to conceal this truth from him, as such an avowal would have strengthened my hold on his remembrance, and it was now become his duty to forget.
My mother not very long after my marriage wounded my feelings in a manner which I could not soon recover. I was speaking of De Walden with that warmth of regard which I really felt for him, and lamenting that I should probably now see him no more, when, with a look of agony for which I was not prepared, she begged me never to mention the name of De Walden to her again; for that her only chance of being able to reconcile herself to the marriage which I had made, was her learning to forget the one which she had so ardently desired.
Eagerly indeed did I pledge my word to her, that I would in future never name De Walden.
Table of contents (by pages)
- 1: A Wife's Duty by Amelia Alderson Opie
- 2: And Seymour enthusiastically exclaimed
- 3: A fine place Ranelagh for such an entertainment
- 4: And looked suspiciously at Pendarves
- 5: Depressed rather than enlivened me at first
- 6: Witred and his lady to the play
- 7: The next evening was the fashionable night for Ranelagh
- 8: That Pendarves did not notice her
- 9: Whom I could never like as a companion for Pendarves
- 10: Pendarves was our escort to Ranelagh
- 11: Pendarves was looking another way
- 12: What a lucky fellow that Pendarves is
- 13: Pendarves had not seen him when she fancied she did
- 14: Was not her information derived from her husband
- 15: I will not quarrel with Lord Charles
- 16: And as Pendarves wished me to have a female companion
- 17: What Pendarves thought of it I know not
- 18: Pendarves know I am to be sent away at a moment's warning
- 19: What is the matter with Miss Jermyn
- 20: If Miss Jermyn likes this plan
- 21: For I saw that Charlotte Jermyn looked disappointed
- 22: Pendarves now came up stairs to beg
- 23: And Pendarves retired to his own chamber
- 24: The truth was that Count De Walden
- 25: Now shall I mimick your husband
- 26: He resumed his sarcastic expression
- 27: She desired Pendarves would remain quiet
- 28: And accompany Pendarves to London
- 29: Does he sign himself Charles Firebrand
- 30: Proposed to Pendarves a visit to London but
- 31: Seymour Pendarves at every word
- 32: Pendarves and her insinuations at defiance
- 33: That Seymour was restored to her favour
- 34: There is perhaps nothing more insiduous and pernicious
- 35: Which considerably relieved me
- 36: I had forbidden Pendarves to come near me
- 37: Pendarves and I were on the road home
- 38: I resolved to renew my long neglected pursuits
- 39: And my seeming plumpness by my pelisse
- 40: Pendarves return to us to dinner
- 41: He knew Lady Martindale was too unwell to dine below
- 42: And was acting a dishonourable part towards Lord Martindale
- 43: But then money was wanted to pay debts
- 44: She was earnestly examining De Walden
- 45: And casting my eyes on Lord Martindale and his lady
- 46: Certainly De Walden thought not
- 47: And in still rankling resentment
- 48: We had better not talk of De Walden
- 49: For I know Pendarves will rejoice
- 50: I shall be repaid and rewarded at last
- 51: Pendarves rehearsed his part to me
- 52: Loud enough for Seymour and me to hear
- 53: Seymour dined at home two days
- 54: As a note from Lady Martindale informed him
- 55: To make myself as agreeable to him as others are
- 56: And find too late there is only one Helen Pendarves
- 57: He would not play again while he staid
- 58: Absorbed completely the attention of Pendarves
- 59: Lord Martindale seated himself next me
- 60: But are those raptures gone for ever
- 61: I admire the sentiment of that duet
- 62: Replied the impracticable Lord Charles
- 63: Oswald spoke of him in no friendly tone
- 64: Could reconcile me to his indifference on the subject
- 65: Helen has already injured the character of Lady Martindale
- 66: It was some moments before Pendarves could speak
- 67: The wife will seduce away the child
- 68: But Pendarves felt more than I
- 69: And the words 'Julia Pendarves
- 70: Ridley and my aunt were by turns my guests
- 71: We none of us as yet knew Pendarves
- 72: And Pendarves was gone to Paris
- 73: And a judgement that can rarely err
- 74: Passports examined and approved
- 75: I am much obliged to the family of Pendarves
- 76: As well as gateaux republicains
- 77: Juan was hailed as bon citoyen Duval
- 78: On which Robespierre turned to Danton and said
- 79: Was Pendarves acquainted with this unfortunate man
- 80: But I could not walk without the aid of my Jacobin friend
- 81: I saw Juan seize our companion's hand
- 82: She still persisted in living with the infatuated Pendarves
- 83: Who had seen Pendarves led away
- 84: Benoit is disposed to be my friend
- 85: Benoit now came to say I must stay no longer
- 86: Perhaps you would go and see Pendarves
- 87: Said Pendarves in a tone of joy
- 88: She desired to see the Citoyen Pendarves
- 89: Pendarves had flattered himself La Beauvais fondly loved him
- 90: Pendarves in a peasant's dress
- 91: When De Walden called that day I would not see him
- 92: For my gaoler came to summon me before the tribunal
- 93: Whatever be the fate of Pendarves
- 94: Juan instantly went in search of De Walden
- 95: I had a long conversation with Pendarves
- 96: De Walden called and saw Pendarves
- 97: De Walden came to break the dread event to me
- 98: But I experienced at sight of Pendarves
